When does it get better?
There are days and days that I go along feeling fine
Then all of a sudden something will snap
A scent that lingers on the wind
A voice heard in a crowd that reminds
Then comes the fear
That life altering fear
That fear that something is going to happen and I will never be the same
That fear that I am going to lose control and not be able to get it back
That fear that tells me that I cannot let my guard down
So how do I get past this fear?
How do I get rid of this soul shattering feeling?
What faith can help to rid me of this?
What love can calm my fears and save me from myself